Sorry for not writing even one single line yesterday, I was at worked and as always super focused on that so I simply forgot! Right now I’m back at work but I’m off in just a few hours. Friday night will be spent in peace, I think. When this week is over I’ve worked 58 hours as an employee, not sure that is even legal in Sweden but no one’s gonna notice I think, unless the authorities read my blog but if they do they are a CRASHDÏET fan and probably knows how tough the music industry is so they’d let me work as much as need anywayz .
The other day I started thinking more about my dreams and what I’m gonna do with this thing called life. Because of CRASHDÏET I’m already basically living my dream – as you already know – I’m enjoying every second here. But I’d also like to have more time for writing. I’m so fucking focused on everything else so I don’t have time to write. I have all these lyrics and melodies popping up in my head but I never take my time to work with it, because I’m so loaded with other little projects, things that are a bit less abstract and being more or less autistic I usually prefer the more logical tasks before creating art and that’s a fucking shame because I’m good at art but at the same time afraid of creating it. I really need the therapy of writing in my life but I guess first of all I need therapy for being able to write again.
The puzzle of life goes on