So, why am I doing this again?

Alright so here’s my personal “best” so far :

Thursday : 07.00 – 00.00 Work #1
Friday : 01.00 – 09.00 Work #2 (On call)
Friday : 09.00 – 19.00 Work #2

So if I’m not mistaken, that’s one hour break in 36 hours I think. And that hour is gonna be spent on the subway.

Can someone remind me why I’m doing this? Because I’ve seriously forgot.

And the web shop is screaming at me for more attention, and Martin Simon & Eric too haha.

I haven’t had a break for weeks, not sure how to escape this new workaholic pattern I’ve adjusted so nicely to. It was easier to abuse alcohol than it is to abuse work. Should I start drinking again? Hahaha.

And in some sick way, I love it, but that’s why you abuse I guess :P .

Well, Christmas is off, still. If I just survive until then I should be alright! Stay with me :P

//LONDON

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17 Responses to So, why am I doing this again?

  1. Unlucky Unicorn says:

    pls don’t start drinking again :(

  2. Oda says:

    Nah, don’t start drinking again. Alcohol as I see it, is nothing but a waste of money. See you spend a bunch of money on a night you won’t remember, a day with headache and you’re possibly in need of new pants because you pissed yourself or piled on them xD.
    Anyway, I’m kinda not liking the amount of hours you’re working… oh well, as long as you are happy, and you do seem happy :)

  3. rainy_kate_sleaze says:

    don’t drink do something else that will take your mind off drinking.

  4. Psychobunny says:

    You’re doing this because you’re batshit insane my friend. And for the money of course.

    What you mean not working on x-mas? I’m sure Santa needs some more little helpers *G*

    And listen to the screams of your band mates before they chain you down to keep you from work. And then post pictures on Instagram, hehe.

  5. Marmetal says:

    Peter! This is seriously insane, I have no idea how you (and your organism) manage to handle to much. Please slow down and take a break. And definitely do not come back to alcohol, for any reason. How you’re able to not sleep is something out of my mind :) . We’re here so please be strong and relax when you can! Cheerz my friend!

    // MK

  6. Emilie says:

    That’s insane ! You shouldn’t work so much, I’ve never noticed someone that works so much. You deserve some sleep, Peter!

    Take care :)

  7. Kitty says:

    I really admire you: stubborn, strong and ironic!
    But don’t forget to listen to your body.. it always tells you when it’s time to take a break or if it can afford to keep goin’ like this! Health is important.. don’t waste it! You need to be at the best for next year, YOUR YEAR! :D
    Take care :)
    Big hug!!

  8. Helena says:

    As all of the above just said, it’s crazy and insane and I wouldn’t cope. I hope that you are “free” this weekend so you can catch up on sleeping and just hanging.

  9. Rush says:

    This schedule is insane, it would kill me if I was you (well, I sleep only about four hours every day, but still…). Please, be very careful, because over-working might be dangerous and it may do some damages on your body, and that’s not that what you, we and guys from band want, right? Especially when we all can’t wait for next tour.
    Well, I know that working is better, more useful, more meaningful and reasonable than drinking alcohol (and you earn some money, yea), of course, but till Christmas, it’s still more than one month and it’s quite long time if you want to be in this mode all the time…
    It’s on my mind right now that Christmas and winter generally must be really beautiful in Sweden.

    I really hope that you will relax at weekend a lot and catch some sleep also! :)

  10. Nadine says:

    Nooooooooooo,
    please don’t start drinking again.
    omg, so much work. When do you sleep, actually ??
    You haven’t got time… please take care of you peter.
    too much work isn’t good.

    christmas is comming :D
    it is the most beautiful time in year. :)
    all the happy people, lots of presents, a beautiful christmastree
    and the family is around you. :D
    i love this time <3
    have a nice day my friend :)

  11. Chardonay says:

    it looks a abit like mine schuduel from last week :(
    but i had 2,5 hour between my work…
    Got called if i could work again after a collegue called herself sick…
    if i were you, i wouldn’t do it to much!!!
    I was completly broken after it and spen like 10 a 15 houres in bed on my day of :(
    Such a shame to spend a day in bed when you could have done something els…

    And alcohol and work arn’t such a good friends, dont start drinking too much again but also enjoy taking some time off!!! and get some sleep!!!

    Cheerz!

  12. Bex Nash says:

    Okay, I guess you know the kind of answer you’re gonna get from me right? Don’t hit – what I call the “Fuck It” button, when everything is busy and you have no time to breathe and everything and everyone is beyond demanding (It’s a good thing and a curse) and you have this tiny window of opportunity to let of steam so you hit the bottle. Sometimes and I find this a real hard thing to do. Is to just say “No” or “I will but not right now”. You need to find time for yourself or you’ll be a wreck. I was like you. Worked every hour I could and then some.

    The money wasn’t that great, missed out on family and friend time and most importantly me time. In the end I was ill and wrecked, mentally, physically and emotionally. Something had to give and I was damned sure it wasn’t gonna be me again.

    Cos the reason I was working all this hours was for a goal/dream, but it got lost cos I became a workaholic and nothing else mattered. 5 more mins then I’ll be done I said( 3 hours later) still working. You know you have a problem, when you turn down family get togethers and birthdays and xmas eve/day etc so you can go to work.

    Peter you really need to easy up on the other work. I know what it’s like to be a workaholic, it just consumes. Hopefully you’ll get that addiction under control and find a away to say “Right that’s enough, worlds not gonna end cos it’s gonna be done at another time”. Please listen to your friends/family. If not I will get the boyz to kidnap you ;) .

    Take Care London xxx

  13. Viper says:

    meh, now you got even me worried :( please take care…

  14. Kycoko says:

    Oh, please, don’t start drinking again. That’s bad.
    You’re strong man, don’t forget it. And we live only one time, don’t lose your life.
    And you’re my biggest idol, so you’re sad, I’m sad :) (I’m ridiculous, no fuck :D )
    Well, I don’t know, what say anymore, but forces for you :)
    (By the way, I don’t know, why I send to comment, because I’m from ass to english language, I’m from Finland, oh god.. :D )
    But lots of hugs and kisses, my sweetie <3
    With love~Kycoko

  15. izzie says:

    Haha why is everyone so morally correct? Drinking is fun, do it!

    • Bex Nash says:

      I speak from a place where I don’t have the best relationship with alcohol and I lost my mother to alcoholism. Aswell as seeing the effects it has on the body and it’s not pretty. Yes it can be really good fun aslong as you respect it and not using it as a social crutch or a coping aid. :)

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