i can't sleep
i have this feeling of unrest in me, like i know i'm going to fail everything i try
probably because i failed in betting once again, 13 times in a row now
seriously i don't know what the fuck
i used to win
and now i feel like i'm failing in every single aspect of life
i cant see chat in the user menu, what happened?
I'm in my last year of high school, going to university next year.
I'm studying about computers and stuff, although i got a lot worse in the past 2 years.
With current grades i would fail 6 out of 12 subjects.
I used to study for tests, now i just hand over empty test almost every time.
But there is time until May, it will be taken care of.
Oh well, January is not that far
I can't stand people who talks all the time when they don't have anything good to say :S
School had a few of those to say the least :S
Sometimes i'm quiet, sometimes i can't close my mouth.